December 11, 2004
About Dave
Dave is back in town again. after so many bloody yrs, i finally managed myself to go out wif him once again. since this is his bday. we went to eden for dinner wif avans, fen fang n some b/gf. cant remember their name though. chit chat wif one bottle of white wine, talked abt my life, his past relationship wif denise, n bla bla bla. he said she was too naive n childish, yet he was the one to choose her over me. aiya, told him i found my old dairy abt our old time favorite.
Dave: 'if u knew we would end up like this, will u still choose to happen?
Bel: 'I would'
Dave: 'Will u change anything?'
Bel: ...(i've been thinking for the whole afternoon, at first i dun wish to answer, but aint it funny, cuz i'ld be those run away guy i hate)
I said I would change my characters in the days of being wild. haha.
And he was no response.
I didn't know what it means. But I juz dun want to bother anything abt him anymore. Cuz our stories had ended so far away. I was no longer the 15yrs old gal, n he was no longer the 16yrs old boy who like to hang out in far east plaza n leisure mall. haha. We're so outdated! Our story should be ended more earlier. I didn't know what to write anymore. Cus our story had already ended.
