February 06, 2008
Hate CNY
i hate chinese new year.never been once liked it.
we would be torn out, exhausted, frustrated, unwillingness; to do such things with such co-workers, to meet such uninvited family members, to remind myself how silly i am for being an idiot throughout all these years.
such crisis would appear annually. till when? till the day i get married perhaps.
i don't allow my child to carry such heavy burden like i do.
i don't allow him/her to shed tears under pillow on new year eve.
i want him/her to live in bliss for every single day with their beloved parents.
i want to fulfill his/her every small desire like every children do.
i want to make him/her proud of being "My" child.
i want to tell him/her how much i love for their father, for "Our" family.
i would care for his/her every little small wishes, problems, tears or joys.
i would make him/her the happiest kid in the world by being "My" child.
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