January 18, 2006
me-lo-dy
mood swing relatively low these few dayz. due to the hot weather. maybe. listening to black sweater & melody rite now. u know wat. melody was my fav while i drove on the road. everytime when i felt down, i would swtich to this track & listened in my car alone myself. its all abt memories. oh my oh my memories. the memories of being hurt, being left alone, ur heart being torn down. these songs remind me.received a lovely letter from my pal nz today. she's a real sweet fren. but i really hav too much sadness memories. which i couldnt take off from my mind. i wish i could lead a happy life. wif the one i loved. live in peaceful & harmony. tat was a dream. dreamt from ages ago. really. i wish i could be happier. erased those fearful, betrayed, tears & painful memories.
