November 30, 2005
Sour FREE
after de korea trip, i spent my past 2 weeks on working. doing some fragrance sales in orchard for ralph lauren/giorgio armani brands. kinda tired after standing the whole days for 7hrs, earned myself S$42 per day, not incl some other commissions if i hit my daily target. ez cash some say, but not as ez as u think. we hav to fight ourselves into the battle field, haha, catch the customer if u can.life's been up & down for me once again. i hate to talk abt it, but overall i hav to admit it. i really hate him. we called him as freaking-old-but-forever-flirty-&-stingy mr.low. he refused to ______ this time. wat the fug? man i dun giv a damn on it. i did feel totally upset on last sunday. but when i walked thru it, i wont let this thing beat me down again. life's been unfair to me forever, except i met my rite one after i've kissed so many frogs thru out the yrs. if it were not him, i wont be able to change my life circle. i wont be able to carry on my new life. there's so much supports from him tat u guys couldnt imagine of. i feel really sorry for my mum. its getting harder to fully support me. oh man my heart feel so sour. altot i would keep my mind focus on my current life, but once i go back to my old home, my heart starts bleeding again. its so sour tat u couldnt imagine. so much tears & pains. and yet it haven finished.
thx to my loved one, alvin-sii aka ah qiang. thx for everythings u did. u really mean everything to me now.
