July 13, 2005
sleepless
well, im very sleepless here rite now. i am very missing the dayswhile we're together wif lotsa frens. perhaps i rarely get along wifbunch of frens, or perhaps i juz missing the quality times we allspent together. damn, i sound so desperate. but deep inside my heart i juz tat kind of person who afraid loneliness so much. i know u wouldsay y dun i hang out wif my classmates more often? yea i did try. but the feelings juz ain't rite. i do hope they're more mature. but they aren't. wat to do? how m i suppose to do? haha. i juz hide the matureme inside n putting a not-so-natutal-friendly-smile.think i was feeling too emptyness while staying all alone at hom eafter so much fun wif groups of frens in the past few days. i nevertot i was so desperate of frenship. until now. i really miz a gd frenwho's gonna call me up n catch up wif me. share lotsa views abt life,romance, jokes, clothing, men, relationship n so on. but wher's this person? wher is she? i realy need a 'her' to come into my life.without knowing wat's gonna be happened. who's gonna talk to me. life shouldn't be so tough. i was juz lonely.
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